So , let's mark it as you are love to me while I may be not and end with the conversation here .
You know sometimes the man in me craves for you and woman in you enjoys it a lot .
So,we ruined our friendship yesterday .But I still get goosebumps thinking about it .My heart drowns .I feel dry in my mouth which sync it with burning in the heart .Even ,now I can hear your whispers and feel your vibes around me .I have an unquenchable urge to sink in to your chest ,kiss your neck ,hug u tight and say : "Baby,you are mine!". Sometimes I get into delinquent urge to explain what I have been feeling inside since you left .I wish to make you understand it's not the addiction nor the affection .I want to make you feel the veracity .I wish to make you feel what eyes were trying to convey, just when u chose words over feelings .Still I wish to make u understand it's you I have ever craved for .I wish to have you forever .I have an unembellished wish to make you feel that's the LOVE you have been searching for . And it's the love which reciprocates love .
But neither I want to make you a heroine of this fable nor you wanted to give us a happy ending .I don't want to be with you forever because if there is someone who can make a single day a lifelong memory, you are just that .I wish to be around you every second .You are like the favourite song of the monsoon rain .
As I always say:" Friendship is a one way Street" .Once lovers can never be friends and we have crossed that line .Even now, I just want to pick up my phone and hear your voice .The rhapsody of our breaths suggesting an overdue kiss feels my heart with an ache .
You'd think why this gibberish?Why didn't I say it all to you ?Trust me I wanted to and trust me the day I will say these things face to face, all this gibberish will become a beautiful poem with our bodies providing the rhythm .But you know I will never be able to do it. We won't ever get close to each other but where we are connected we know .Till then plz take away this termitted loneliness away, don't be my FRIEND , don't be my LOVER ,just " BE MY THERAPY ".I want you more than ever ,may be forever.........